who am i??

who am i???
day and night i thnk abt.....
i asked my soul....
i asked my ego...
but i stood helpless...
finally i pray to god..answer me....answer me...
he smiled at me....
he said,my child fr some purpose u r here...
it's u who'd identify tht purpose...
every child has reason fr existence...
same is ur purpose of existence....
life is an open sky...
its on u how u fly...
ball and goal is thre fr u....
its how u goal the ball....
i wake up suddenly...found no one around...
god gave me purpose of my life...
i knew me more then ever...
ths is how i cud knw
Who Am I!!!!!

MY PAIN OF LIFE

sometimes life seems so terrible....
to find me looser since i born.....
i accept my destiny but never cried....
no one loved me no one hated me...
i m alone in my thoughts in my life....
there's no hope no desire......
i still finds me in mirror...to tll whn i'd die.....

MY FIRST LOVE

MY NIGHTS WNT SLEEPLESS.....
MY EYES DREAMED IN OPEN.....
I FIND AWAY FRM ME....
MY LIPS SMILED AS NVR SMILED....
MY LEGS WNT TO DANCE....
MY EARS WNT TO HEAR.....
I LOVED ME MORE THAN ME....
I FIND ME MORE BEATIFUL EVER...
I ASKED ME SLOWLY......AM I IN LOVE....

I NVR GOT WHT I WNT........
I ACCEPT MY DESTINY.......
WHM I LOVE IS LOVE OF SMEONELSE....
I CRIED IN MY OWN SILENCE....
NO ONE TO HEEL.....
NO ONE TO HOLD.....
LIFE IS ALL ABT MY PAIN....MY PAIN....